a girl named kasi

all because I wanted to see Chris Lowell’s face and I don’t have my Veronica Mars season 3 DVDs at my house. 

I forgot how adorable Dell is…but I hate how he likes Naomi. Yuck. It is disgusting.  

Oh geez, my life. I mean, it’s Saturday, I’m 25 years old, and I’m sitting in bed watching Private Practice and eating Easter candy.  

At least I have plans for tonight. The Hunger Games movie for the 3rd time and dinner with my buddies to celebrate Parker’s birthday. :) 

No one cares. I just wanted to type something.  It’s been too long since I’ve typed something not on my Iphone (I wasn’t even on my laptop for an entire week a couple weeks ago…what has happened to me?!).

Everyone i know is either in a relationship and happy, or contentedly single. I am neither. Yay me. I’m just gonna listen to Taylor Swift, then eat pizza with my bestest WHO IS GETTING MaRRIED IN A MONTH, then cry probably because The Vow is lovely and sad and why can’t I be in love? Gosh, I love everything about Valentine’s Day except that I’m single and alone.

I’m that weirdo who stays up late listening to Kenny Chesney ballads, trying not to cry, thinking about the doomed romance/friendship of Em and Dex in One Day.

Ugh, whyyy. I’m gonna be so sleepy tomorrow.

I’m sickly, can’t watch Downton Abbey, and I have work tomorrow. But at the same time Ben on Felicity is perfection, I made cookies to eat, and I’m wearing the comfiest sweater-cardigan.

Colds really suck, though.

and my mom lost my 2 nice dresses.  Who moves someone else’s clothes and then loses them? SO RUDE.

Now I’m stressed because I only have one POSSIBLE outfit for tonight and I’m not ready at all to leave.  I have great friends who always have a party on NYE, but everyone is dating or married, so I feel like a loser and it just sucks.  My single friends are either going somewhere else or working.  Ugh, I hate being discontent with my single status.  Blah.

I had a good day. Today was one if those days where almost everyone slept, we had only 7 kids, I made lots of cool stuff for circle time, we colored and cut and danced. We started Beauty and the Beast. Kids cuddled with me, asked for hugs, and gave me kisses. I needed today after last week’s stress. And tomorrow I only work 7 hours! YES!!

Oliver was the worst. He is even worse than Alex and Lindsey combined. The OC had some pretty annoying characters.

The episode where Seth buys Summer and Anna the same Chrismukkah gifts and they both say they don’t wanna be friends with him breaks my heart. So that’s where I am tonight. That and listening to Ours by Taylor Swift on repeat. What is wrong with me?!